Mar 01, 2010
Symptoms are gone, March is here, and it's time to stop thinking about being a mother and focus on all the work projects that are slipping off schedule. I'm not a big "career woman" type--I don't particularly like my job; it's the job I could get, and there aren't a lot of options these days.
"Vivid dreams" aren't a symptom for me, they're pretty normal. It'd be surprising if I had a restful, deep sleep some night. Last night I dreamt I was on a bus filled with elderly women, and an elderly male doctor with a big old-fashioned doctor's bag was blocking the exit. The bus driver wouldn't stop at my stop and drove me very very far from where I wanted to be. When I finally fought my way off the bus, I couldn't get back there. Pretty clear symbolism. Woke extremely dehydrated and very tired and foggy. I feel like I need a two-week nap.
And now I've spent so much time fussing around online, I'm running late for work. Time to get back to the daily grind.