Either got it or ya dont!!!!!!

So I sat down and really thought about what i wanted and what i am willing to put up with. I came to the conclusion that I am a person who will not wait any longer, I feel that i am a great person and so is he, we both deserve to be happy. Therefore I am going to save us alot of wasted time and wasted effort. Tonight my plans are to get dressed up, go out, have a couple drinks, hang lose and get a lil wild. Then to come home, seduce him and see if i can get him to open up and just go for it. I know that sex isnt supposed to be such a big deal, but pple he is absolutely amazing!!!!! at everything, work, hes smart, hes sexy, though he doesnt know it, which makes him even more irresistable. He just alot more than i could have ever asked for, yeah theres tons of flaws too. but u know what? nothing that i cant work thru and learn to work at. So the only thing lacking in our really great relationship, i think. Is sex!!!! I am a sexual person, and i like to have emotional connections thru sex and cuddling...i feel we do not get that at all, no sexual connection... and theres a point in a relationship where u either have it or u dont. We are gettin to that point where im not sure if we have it together! I hope its not true, i hope that all Im sayin are just concerns of my own and not real issues with him, cuz then theres a whole nother story!