Jul 12, 2008 12:00AM
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I woke up again with excruciating pain around my upper abdomen/lower chest with an added sudden symptom...leg cramp... I was shocked how much my left calf hurt when I woke up...
I tried talking to my grandma about the pain, but got next to no sympathy... She thought it was made worse because I get energetic at night, especially when there are T-storms occurring and thought lack of calcium and dairy products in my diet were the cause of my leg pains.
I would have liked to get urgent care, but since the pain does respond to antacids, I don't know if it is worth the effort and waiting to get urgent care to treat this... I just know I don't want to wake up tomorrow or any other day like this... My legs (around the calf/knee area are still hurting though not as bad as when I woke up)
I don't feel like ending my life, but at the moment if I passed out or got struck by lightning, I wouldn't mind... I want to die but am not willing to do anything to make that happen... I wouldn't call it a suicidal thought, but that was the closest thing I could check off...
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