Mar 04, 2010
I have to leave for work soon, since it takes about an hour to get there... bah! Will update more tonight.
I am back to feel okay/good, after sleeping 17 hours (12 PM Wednesday to 7 AM Thursday). I've started noticing a tread. Right after I see my therapist I am in a more depressed mood than when I first arrived there. I am pretty sure it is due to us rehashing old scars.
Took 30 mg of Adderall at 7:15 AM (forgot my Abilify). Took 30 mg of Adderall and 2 mg of Abilify. As my Psychiatrist's co-worker was able to get a hold of me yesterday and told me I need to wean myself off the drug, yet if I went off it completely I could spirl more out of control. Noted. So I am back down to 2 mg, until when? I'm not sure. I think until I see my Psychiatrist next, which is in two weeks, or if I can get in sooner with a cancellation. Either way, I feel more "jittery" in a way after I took the Abilify, and that my brain is definitely moving at a fast rate right now than my hands can type. I was in an okay mood this morning, after the Abilify I feel good. It scares me, but I am hoping that maybe 2 mg will be an okay dose? I really need something to curb my aggression, and this medication seems to help. I am hoping that today is still just a side effect from taking 4 mg, Guess I'll have to wait and see, like everything else to come.
Please be well. Take care.