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2mor my 1st preggy check-up @hospital

Mar 09, 2010 - 0 comments
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Going to hospital tomorrow to apply for health insurance for me since i found out i am pregnant and going to be admitting i have been taking painkillers which are not prescribed to me and fears of being dependent on this, Also my Prescribed meds for anxiety & depression which i am supposed to be on everyday!! ... but haven't since 4days ago when i found out i was pregnant!! Just So Scared for my baby health even tho i just took a test because i just missed my period 6days ago i hope nothing has affected or will effect both our health issues which i worry one way or another it will.
I feel like a bad mommy already & nervous and scared that i may have poisoned my first baby i am having!
I Want to get off them with-out hurting *myself or my *unborn baby because of the addiction and my health needs for the meds now.
God Please let everything be okay...Pleassse!  

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