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What to do..

Jul 14, 2008 08:15AM - 2 comments

  So I don't know what to do..I am having a hard time..My bf is being the biggest butt head..He says that I am a big joke..And a pill head and will never get better..It is bull ****..I have been so sick and dealin with  this cold turky it has been so hard..He his here not yellin at me.

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by kel_pattons, Jul 14, 2008 09:31AM
Roxy,

I was addicted to them as well, it was after spinal surgery for me, and they put me on them and I could not get off, I ended up in rehab for a week and it helped with the medication and the people there to talke to I was able to get off of them. I know how all alone you can feel, I was fortunate that my husband was there for me and maybe your boyfriend will come around and if not let him go, you need to focus on you right now, not him not anyone, just you. I know how scared you are, I was too, still am sometimes, Ihave been off of them now for several months and am happy about it, I am sure you can do it too, it just takes time and understanding, is there any way your mother would try and get off them too, or is that not even a possibility? You are not a bad person, not a pill head and not stupid, you just got hooked on something that is very addictive, you have an illness and you will get though this. I will check back on you later today. Take care of you and remember to breathe deep and take every hour at a time.

by chan808, Jul 14, 2008 11:39AM
hi i to have been addicted. not to oxys but other hard stuff, my mother was a junkie and so was my father.
i need to let you know you cannot do it alone, i learned that after many years of trying to be a mom and in secret batteling my addiction. i now am married didnt happen till after i got clean my husband saved me. if you need to talk im here.

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