PAIN FROM THE SOUL - Dee52's Journal

Jul 16, 2008 02:21AM - 3 comments

WE ALL KNOW WE HAVE A GUARDIAN ANGEL I WOULD NEVER DENY THIS.
HOWEVER HERE ON EARTH WE HAVE ANGELS THAT AREN'T HUMAN.  LET
TELL YOU ABOUT MY ANGEL DELILAH MY SHEPHARD. SHE NEVER LEFT MY
SIDE EVERY STEP I TOOK SHE WAS THERE. I NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS
THOUGHT THE TIME FOR HER TO GO MAKE TO HER FIRST FAMILY WOULD
EVER COME TO PASS...WELL YESTERDAY THAT DAY CAME.  SHE HAD NO
QUALITY OF LIFE WITH ME.SHE WOULDN'T GO OUTSIDE OR ANYTHING SO
I DID THE BEST FOR HER TO GIVE HER FREEDOM TO RUN TO PLAY TO BE
NOT A PROTECTOR BUT TO BE HAPPY. YOU SEE HER HAPPINESS MEANS
MORE TO ME THAN MY OWN. I MOURN FOR HER I CALL HER NAME AS WITH
EVERYTHING I HAVE LEARNED IN LIFE" THIS TOO SHALL PASS"  I JUST WANT
TO HONOR MY BELOVED DOG WHO IS NOW RUNNING, PLAYING GOING ON
WALKS IN JUST ONE DAY SHE HAS DONE THIS. SO I KNOW IT WAS THE
RIGHT THING TO DO..I DO LOVE HER SO MY PRAYER FOR HER IS TO ALWAYS BE
HAPPY. SOME MAY THINK THIS IS SILLY BUT DELILAH WAS MY ANGEL IF ONLY FOR 6
YEARS. I WILL MISS HER.

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by Dee52, Jul 24, 2008 12:47AM

DELILAH IS DOING WONDERFUL...SHE IS PLAYING WITH SAMPSON WHO WAS HER LIFE LONG FRIEND THEY ARE BACK TOGETHER AND ARE SO HAPPY. SHE IS RUNNING, TAKING WALKS AND PLAYING LIKE SHE SHOULD INSTEAD OF JUST BEING BY MY BEDSIDE. I DO MISS HER SO BUT KNOW SHE WILL LIVE A LONGER AND HAPPIER LIFE. SAMPSON AND DELILAH TOGETHER AT LAST!! HEH HEH
I WILL ALWAYS HAVE AN EMPTY SPOT IN MY HEART FOR MY DOG WHO WAS SO FAITHFUL. SHE IS FREE...

by Toomanyadvil, Jul 24, 2008 12:56AM

I can imagine how much you miss her, I love my cat so much I cant imagine not having her here so know it took alot of strength to do what you think is best for her even if it means not having her by your side.
I bet you were wonderful to her and that she loves you very much no matter where she is.

by Jellybean787, Jul 31, 2008 12:20PM

Dee, I wrote you quite a long comment and I don't know where it went. I plan on writing in my journal today and I hope you will read it. I am so sorry that you have been diagnosed with all of the illnesses that you have. To read your journal entrees, makes me feel guilty to feel bad about anything that I'm going through. I believe that I have medical issues that haven't been diagnosed yet, but I don't have any insurance and I'm not eligible for assistance, so that rules out a lot of options for me that other people have available to them. I simply have to rely on the Grace of God and the fact that I know he has a plan for me.

Dee, what you did for Delilah was one of the most unselfish acts I've ever heard of and I promise you that God is smiling upon you everyday for having had the courage to do that. God Bless you Dee! HUGS AND KISSES, Connie

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