content with my decision

After weighing the pros and cons of going back to work; i have decided to stay home!  It wouldn't be worth it ~ between daycare expenses, gas, health insurance, having wages attached because of defaulted student loans, not getting my income tax because of defaulted student loans . . . . i wouldn't be making enough money to make it worth it . . . .which as i recall, is the same reason why i quit my job 5 years ago.   SO . . .i have advertised in the local paper and on every free ad website i could find so I pray that God sends the kids my way and provides until then.  
I am feeling good today . . . i get started, tho, on something and then i fizzle out and end up on this stupid computer ~ usually on myspace UGH!!  and then I have difficulty getting started again . . . . i have done 2 loads of laundry, walked to turkey hill for milk, cleaned out the area behind my kitchen table, and made lunch for the kids . . . .NOW i have to do the dishes, declutter the computer hutch, and clean the backporch (we are having a party on Sunday for my daughters 3rd birthday ~ and our backporch is a disaster!!) . . . so i guess I should get these kids down for a nap and get to work.