I am down on myself today
Jul 17, 2008 12:00AM
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Okay I am having one of those down on myself days. It seems like everytime something positive happens to me, I turn around and something happens that overshadows it. I have been feeling depressed today. It all started when I got the mail. I took a test to certify me to teach Social Studies at the secondary education level (already have my master's degree in English Education) and I came up 10 point short of passing. That made me feel really bad. Then there is the almost 40 pounds I need to lose and to top it all off, my hair looks like it is falling out in clumps.
Boy, doesn't that paint a pretty picture of me. When my oldest daughter asked, "What's wrong Mommie (she is 16 but still calls me Mommie), I told her and she said, "I know it ***** Mommie, but I love you and Jesus loves you. We will get through this."
I have got to do something to get me out of this funk!
Clean living is great
Boy, doesn't that paint a pretty picture of me. When my oldest daughter asked, "What's wrong Mommie (she is 16 but still calls me Mommie), I told her and she said, "I know it ***** Mommie, but I love you and Jesus loves you. We will get through this."
I have got to do something to get me out of this funk!
Clean living is great
Im sorry for the test thing. Can you retake it?? You still have your masters degree and that is great.
As for the weight thing.....maybe try setting smaller goals. It is pretty overwhelming to look at the total picture when it comes to that. I try by doing 10 lbs in a month. It doesnt seem so bad then. Once you really get going your metabolism will speed up. Have you asked your hairdresser or doc about the hair?? Try not to be so hard on yourself as you are a very beautiful woman on the outside and inside. I know it isnt easy but keep telling yourself you are. Your daughter sounds just like you. Very caring. Give her a hug and then get busy. You are clean and taking care of yourself. That is great. sending you hugs and strength..............sara
As for the weight thing.....maybe try setting smaller goals. It is pretty overwhelming to look at the total picture when it comes to that. I try by doing 10 lbs in a month. It doesnt seem so bad then. Once you really get going your metabolism will speed up. Have you asked your hairdresser or doc about the hair?? Try not to be so hard on yourself as you are a very beautiful woman on the outside and inside. I know it isnt easy but keep telling yourself you are. Your daughter sounds just like you. Very caring. Give her a hug and then get busy. You are clean and taking care of yourself. That is great. sending you hugs and strength..............sara
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