Over 10 days now! - wanttobeclean's Journal

Jul 18, 2008 12:00AM - 3 comments

I'm so glad to have made it to this point. I am pretty confident that the acute, physical withdrawl is over! YAY!!!! Slept 7 hours again after a Nyquil last night. One craving again right when I woke up, but I just looked at my hubby and my 2 kids who were cuddled up in bed with us watching Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, and that was the end of that craving. Nothing is worth risking this life I have now. NOTHING....especially not some goddamn pill that will give me a ~2 hour "feel good" and then make me a prisoner again. Two days ago I felt so down and worried when I could feel OK again or if I'd be able to function any time soon, and it is so much better today. Everyone here has been so supportive and telling me that it WILL get better, but it's hard to believe them when you feel so crappy...but they were all right!

Now I just gotta stay vigilant so those subtle thoughts about ...well.... just one might be OK...maybe have just a few around, in case you need a little help...you know...now that you aren't physically dependent on them...you could handle one once in a while, right? WRONG.....Stamping out those thoughts right now.

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You have the right attitude... stamp out those thoughts for sure!!!

My son LOVES Mickey Mouse Clubhouse... we have one DVD of it... we watch it ALOT! He just wants it on... not really paying attention...just has to hear it. Glad someone else knows the secret password!

I am so happy for you and your family is so lucky!

Meeska Mooska ----JoAnn (lmao)

LMAO....It scary how well I know most of the episodes and characters....When I'm frustrated and can't find something or get something to work...I say.."Oh Toooooodles!.... I need a Mousekatool!" We have one of those DVR things that can record shows and have about 8 saved on there....I could recite Doctor Daisy in my sleep I think

"Its the Mickey Mouse Clubhouse...come inside, its fun inside, It's the Mickey Mouse Clubhouse.....lalala."

hehehe

Congratulations on over 10 days and what a pay off the family in bed all watching cartoons and you tuned in enough to appreciate and notice keep up the good work.. Put a face on those pills That of your family.. If you took one that would be one less thing you would notice of all the love around you Congrats again.. Sleep is wonderful... lesa

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