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My first meeting in a looong time

Jul 18, 2008 04:34PM - 1 comments

Went to a meeting yesterday. I walked in 15 min late and I felt like everyone was looking at me. I was so scared and had the biggest lump in my throat. I want to share so badly but, I knew if I opened my mouth I would just lose it and start to cry. It felt good to be there. I want to just fall to the ground and scream for help. Today is day two. The Suboxon really helps but, I know my anxiety will soon be through the roof. Going to another meeting tonight....wish me luck.

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by nannyleenie, Jul 18, 2008 05:02PM
Keep going to meetings and one of these days you will be comfortable sharing  As you keep coming around you will meet people and share with them. I walked into my first NA meeting 20 years ago and have stayed clean one day at a time I was always very nervous about sharing but I kept going to meetings anyways. If you want to cry for help just do it Everybody there is an addict and they deal with the same feelings you do They will understand Just keep going and talk to people They want you to reach out to them That is how they stay clean
I pray that you stay clean one day at a time I know that you can do it. You are in the right place
God bless you honey Stay strong and clean
Love Helene

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