Bad day
Jul 18, 2008 12:00AM
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Today was not a good day, work s-ucked butt, and i just started feeling very sad thinking about my baby that is no longer with me. Having a m/c is very emotional, im starting to feel like im going back to day one, i dont wana cry anymore, i dont wana be sad, i want to be back to normal, i want to get preggo again, so many wants. If anyone reads this, please pray for me, ty.
Mood Tracker
Mood Tracker
Try to take each day as it comes. I know it's easier said than done! I have days like your when i have to force myself out of bed to go to work. It starts off badly and ends worse. I have been listening to some relaxing music and forcing myself to think about the positives in my life. It helps me sometimes....not all the time. Have a go and see if it helps at all.
You are in my prayers. I really hope you start to feel better.
xoxox
You are in my prayers. I really hope you start to feel better.
xoxox
Hi Latrice.
Well I know exactly how you feel. This is realy unbeliveable how can you love somebody so much when you only had them for a little bit. I say the same thing, I don't want to cry anymore, but when I think about my little one I always break down. I even think g's I didn't talk to her (cause I know it was a girl) enough, I didn't say I love you to many times. I prayed and prayed to God to give my little one a heartbeat, and I just try to put it in my mind that it was his will, eventhough when the thought of it being my fault comes back to mind. Well I hope you are physically feeling better, bcuz in my part I ended up back in the hospital for ab pain. My iron was below 30 so now I have to take iron, which is causing constipation. I also ended up in urgent care yesterday, now I have sciatica, terrible feeling, pain and shock that run down my legs, my back is hurting a lot. I am feeling soreness on the bottom of my u know what. G's it seems like ever since I ended up in the hospital back in June, I have been there once every week, have not missed one yet. I did get checked out to see everything, cervix, pelvic, ovaries, were okay. But just seems like I am al upside down. Latrice did you experience any symptoms after the mc. I spoke to the midwife she recommended that I get physically well before I try to get preg again. Oh and I didn't mentioned they found gal stones. Something else to worry about. Can you believe it?????????????????Girlfriend, hope you feel better. Really I will pray for you tonight. And take one day at a time. Like I said, I say the same things to myself, don't cry, it wasn't your fault, want' to be normal. But we just can't! This is something that happened to us and reality as hard as it is we just have to cope with it. I went down my contact list on my cell phone and I just find someone to talk to to keep me busy throughout the day. It worked today. I know though when I am trying to finish up my day and the night gets lonely, it will come again, and eventhough I don't want to feel like that, I know its coming. Just hand in there. I am there with you. Eventhough I am not there you re in my thoughts really. I will pray for you and you'll see you will be okay my friend. Have you got your first period already? Good night!
Well I know exactly how you feel. This is realy unbeliveable how can you love somebody so much when you only had them for a little bit. I say the same thing, I don't want to cry anymore, but when I think about my little one I always break down. I even think g's I didn't talk to her (cause I know it was a girl) enough, I didn't say I love you to many times. I prayed and prayed to God to give my little one a heartbeat, and I just try to put it in my mind that it was his will, eventhough when the thought of it being my fault comes back to mind. Well I hope you are physically feeling better, bcuz in my part I ended up back in the hospital for ab pain. My iron was below 30 so now I have to take iron, which is causing constipation. I also ended up in urgent care yesterday, now I have sciatica, terrible feeling, pain and shock that run down my legs, my back is hurting a lot. I am feeling soreness on the bottom of my u know what. G's it seems like ever since I ended up in the hospital back in June, I have been there once every week, have not missed one yet. I did get checked out to see everything, cervix, pelvic, ovaries, were okay. But just seems like I am al upside down. Latrice did you experience any symptoms after the mc. I spoke to the midwife she recommended that I get physically well before I try to get preg again. Oh and I didn't mentioned they found gal stones. Something else to worry about. Can you believe it?????????????????Girlfriend, hope you feel better. Really I will pray for you tonight. And take one day at a time. Like I said, I say the same things to myself, don't cry, it wasn't your fault, want' to be normal. But we just can't! This is something that happened to us and reality as hard as it is we just have to cope with it. I went down my contact list on my cell phone and I just find someone to talk to to keep me busy throughout the day. It worked today. I know though when I am trying to finish up my day and the night gets lonely, it will come again, and eventhough I don't want to feel like that, I know its coming. Just hand in there. I am there with you. Eventhough I am not there you re in my thoughts really. I will pray for you and you'll see you will be okay my friend. Have you got your first period already? Good night!
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