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Sweetie coming clean does also cause depression and an over all feeling of no self worth! Don't do this to yourself or to your wonderful children! We all love you here and want to help, but with so many people on here you have to let us know that you're in need of assistance but once you put the word out you will get responses from loving people! Hang in there and remember you're never alone or abandoned as you have a huge family right here!

I'd notice if that makes any difference.  Have noticed you've been having a rough time of it but didn't want to bother you and I was feeling rather awful myself.  I have no answer to your question but have experienced it myself and I think it's often circumstantial, not that it helps when we feel alone.  Sometimes my dumbest and most superficial comments come at a time when I feel like sh**.

Hugs to you and please know that even though I'm on the other side of the planet from you, we aren't so very different.

wolf (howling in Canada)

hi. this is remar and i see your not feeling too good right now. i'm sorry to here that. you do have friends here that will listen and be here for you. i can't believe you have 4 boys under the age of 7. you must stay busy with them all the time. if you want to talk or just vent we're here for you. take care. remar

Unfortunately i have a pretty good idea of how you feel, i used to have quite a few friends when i managed to hold myself together pretty well, but ever since i started having a lot more issues dealing with my depression and my mood swings you could literally see the number of friends i have start dropping, was when a lot of people who i had always been there for and shouldered their burdens on top of my own started to show their real colors. I went from having about a hundred or more regular pals to about only 9 or 10 people who will actually talk to me and even that number shrunk a little after people found out i had checked myself into the hospital for certain problems.

We all have our bad days and we all have friends who up and leave for stupid reasons just think of the ones who still care and who WANT to be there to help, just look above my post I see 3 people who have never even met you (4 if you include me) who are here and are willing to listen, there are still some good people who dont run away from someone who might want a shoulder to lean on or even cry on. Dont ever forget that, and yes even i have my suicidal moments at times where i feel like all i want to do is make the pain stop, but i keep holding on just as you should !

If you want to talk at all just PM me and ill give you my msn, day or night, this side of the globe or not were here for you !

I'm so sorry you're feeling so alone.  I don't know you too well yet, but certainly share some of your feelings.  I am making a point of checking on you each day now..(be afraid of what you wish for..lol!) I really do care.  Sending hugs and support your way....

Don't feel lonely, someone is usually on here day or not. We are here just for that reason...to talk and just about anything... msg me anytime, I stay at home and am alone at night I can talk and if you listen to the hubby and kids I'm pretty good at it and don't know when to shut up. lol... please keep in touch we (I) am here for you..



God Bless
Karen

Thank you to all you amazing people for your love and support I am sitting at my computer in tears thank you I just want things to get better and everytime you think things a looking up and the world isn't so scary and huge something happens or nothing happens you go to bed feeling good then you wake up feeling completely alone and so depressed wondering what the **** happened while you were asleep. It gets to the point where you don't want to go to bed when you feeling good incase you don't wake up feeling the same. does anyone understand or do I sound completely nuts?



Thankyou love Ingrid xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :-) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I understand and trust me,  it happens to people without addiction, like me... I can be happy and go to sleep and wake up mad,sad or depressed. But have faith, it's all gonna be OK and work out...We all are here for you and will talk anytime you need...

God Bless
Karen