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night before easter, insomnia as usual

Apr 03, 2010 - 0 comments
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manic depression

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manic depressive

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my FCUKING rook piercings is gonna KILL ME!! i want to cut off my ear!!!!! i have been doing the salt soaks, and the cleaning as directed but idk why its so swollen...wrong jewlery? maybe i need it changed? my ear is so swollen and red, its insane, and this is the first and only piercing out of 20 that has EVER given me a problem or been infected, and i only got it on tuesday. wtf!!!! HELP!!!

getting the kids to bed was tough again, so much to do...color eggs w/the kids, clean out the garage to make room for their toys, and get rid of the broken toys and crap in there, almost like a manic episode, even though i started out ina  blah mood, tired and unmotivated. i get to bed too late, and cant wake up as early as id like to, and then my arthritis wont let my body get gong for a few hours till after ive been awake. it all ***** asse!!! i hate being in constant pain!

my daughter promised me she would be extra good for the easter bunny today, but i think she was extra bad instead. she was insanley bad!! at least i got an apology from her at bedtime, and my son fought me for the DVD player again but i dont want him to have it any more at night because he just sits there till all hours and watches it and stay s awake. its insane, i cant stay up till 2 am waiting for him to go to sleep, i cant be alseep if my son is still awake! it just feels wrong for me to be asleep and hes still awake.

anyways, insonmia ***** on the night before easter, of course i wont want to get up with them for the egg hunt which g hides when he gets home from work at 7 am. usually my daughter is awake by then or 8, it really blows, esp on her days off shes up at the crack of dawn, and i am NOT a morning person at all! and my son is just like me, a night owl. hopefully ill be alright tomorrow....happy easter..

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