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Today is a Good day

Jul 21, 2008 08:54AM - 2 comments
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I have been on a worldwind of emotions during the last couple of weeks.  Ups and downs.  I have decided to tapper down on all my medicines.  I believe the medicine was not helping with me fighting my demons.  I will have to do that with God's guidence and care.  I do believe I need theapry!!!  I feel that God wants to me handle things using Him instead of medicine.  I'm not saying that works for everyone but I believe it will work for me.  I'm feeling alot better.  Leaning 100% on God.  I cannot do life on my own.  Things mess up when I try to control things.  I have to let God take control.  I have faith that he holds my future and is taking care of me.  I must do my part in taking care of my self by eating right, exercising...and taking time for myself.  Most of all I must love myself and people.  I'm going on a new path with God as my lead.  I know He can heal me of all my hurts!

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by Alleykatt34, Jul 21, 2008 11:40PM
I lean towards God to help me too.  I have prayed and know in HIS time I will be better.  I guess I kind of think HE knows what I can handle and I may not think so (and I don't), but HE does and will not give me more than I can go through.  

I do want to ween myself off meds too.  They make me groggy and grouchy.  When I'm off them I get a bit violent. .not good.  ALTHOUGH, in 2002 I had lost about 80 lbs and never felt better.  Now, with the help of Seroquel and soft serve ice cream (I quit smoking in Feb) I have gained that plus another 23 back.  So that will be my next task when I am better....Oh this wasn't supposed to be about me..

I will pray for you and I know God will help you!!

Alley

by losttaya, Jul 22, 2008 06:55AM
Hi Alley,
I really hated being on the meds. I was groggy and grouchy all the time too!!  I just wanted to sleep and be alone.  So I really wasn't feeling any better than before.  I know meds can help some but I believe God wanted to heal me without them.   He wants me to deal with my issues head-on and have faith in HIM.  

I'm doing better w/o the meds I think.  I have little withdrawal cravings at times but I know that will past.  I've started back working out...that does wonders!!  When I was on the meds I would eat a box of oreos a day.  Thanks you so much for your prayers..I'll add you to my prayer list as well.

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