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HSG Test Today...

Apr 13, 2010 - 6 comments

Well, it seems that this part of the journey is over. I had my HSG test today to see if my one remaining fallopian tube is open. During the test they could see the dye in my uterus, but it didn't spill over into the tube, so they concluded that the tube is blocked. I'm so sad...I just can't believe it. Apparently Brandon and I weren't meant to raise a baby together. My life just isn't turning out the way it should...I don't know what to do. Why is this happening to me? Why has ALL of this happened to me? I never did anything to deserve this.

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by blueeyedtabbycat, Apr 13, 2010
Oh Tricia! I am so sorry! You do deserve this more than anything! Is there nothing eles they can do??? I am so sad to hear this:~(

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by have 2 kids, Apr 13, 2010
Once again I find myself crying with you.  I am so sorry that it turned out this way.    Maybe there are other options for you to raise a baby together.   IVF or adoption?

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by tatorbug40, Apr 13, 2010
Tricia,  I too am sorry to hear this-  I have no idea how painful it all is,  and I think I would feel the exact same way,  but perhaps with some more time,  a new meaning to it all will arise...   perhaps you and Brandon are meant for much more-  maybe there is a child out there who needs to be rescued...  don't give up on the future, and cling to what you have in your life...  I am so sad for you...  sometimes life seems so unfair!  You are in my thoughts and prayers...  hugs....  

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by adgal, Apr 13, 2010
Oh sweet lady, I wish there was something, anything I could do to make this better for you.  I hate when awful things happen to good people.  The only thing I can think of to say is what the others have said.  We live in an age where there are options and I hope and pray one of them is the right one for you.  I love you girlfriend and continue to keep you in my daily thoughts and prayers.  Sending you a hug.

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by Dragon1973, Apr 13, 2010
Oh BOY, does this ever sound familiar!  (If you read my journals it would be like reading yours.)  You know what?  I was told that 50% of the time the test results are wrong.  And I just had a follow-up test JUST yesterday.  And I was feeling just as devastated as you are now.  We just found out that my tubes were NOT blocked!  I couldn't believe it.  The test was wrong.  Please please please, I know exactly how you are feeling, and there is hope, so please do what I did, if you can.  Get a repeat HSG test.  Even if that one comes back blocked again, have the Laparoscopy.  My fertility doc said that is when they look inside with the camera and discover the tubes are NOT actually blocked.

PM me if you have any questions, I know what you are going through.  And If at the end of the day they are blocked, we were told IVF was our option.  So not all is lost.  I also researched online and discovered in the US they do Tube opening surgeries.  I don't know anything about that though, as we don't have that here in Canada....

Sandi (HUGGS)

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by rdh1981, Apr 13, 2010
You are so right.....do not deserve this! I know with all my heart you and Brandon will be parents together! By the grace of your sweet little Angel Ian you guys will be happy! I know the light at the end of the tunnel feels so very out of reach but keep on walking girly you and Brandon will see it soon enough!

Never give up, I know wonderful things are headed your way!

Rachel

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