pain-venting

i am in alot of pain today.. this will be short..rsd in hands. went to pain dr (new) changed pain med  still in lots of pain..not getting better..just worse.  i know i will have to go with scs.. ..you would think being a breast cancer survivor would have been enough, dealing with this nonsense now!!!! i know God never gives us more than we can handle..but come on...i am trying to be optimistic ...at least i'm off work for awhile ! nice vacation huh?   thanks for letting me vent.. just getting some of this out of my system helps...may all of you out there have a pain free day...i am thinking of you..............