But then I kicked the off button and then it was gone.
Today was just wierd. I guess I got up a bit early and I was ready way early. So that was sweet. I got to voc and I was to make scones by myself and I overmixed them and I just felt like ****. I couldn't have been more ashamed. I didn't want to talk to anyone, I didn't want to be there. I was a waste of the table I was taking up and I could see it on everyone's faces. I wanted to just curl up and die. I'm not going to make it to johnson and wales. I'm going to fail high school. Oh my god I just fell so hard.
I went into everything with confidence, but I just kept screwing up. Algebra, lunch, YAP, all of it.
YAP was strange. Liam's last day. I guess I don't wanna talk about it. I got home and ruined everything on the way and bought a scale at the mall. Tada.