Nervous and anxious

Just getting ready to go to work and am uptight.  I'll have to "act normal" for a whole day and face all the same stressors I did before.  Deep breath.  I will survive.  I will drive past the pharmacy I used and not even look at it.  When I feel the urge (like I know I will), I will take a break, do a brisk lap around the building and get a big G2 (My favorite new drink..low cal gatorade).  When I feel overwhelmed, I will look at the pictures of my precious family and remind myself for the umpteenth time that aside from them, everything else is small stuff.  What gets done, gets done and what doesn't, well..doesn't.  And the world won't end.   Deep breath...here I go.

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