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Morning Update
Jul 23, 2008 12:00AM
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140/80 Temp. 96.6
Ahhh, my dog won’t leave my side! Since yesterday morning she has pretty much stuck to me like glue! She’s not sick… she has a cold wet nose. I wonder if she is sensing my illness and knows I feel like poop. Hmmm
I still am having the urge to visit the restroom, but, it been unproductive.
The pain under my right ribs is bad this morning. The left lump is still there but, it is not painful this morning. Just a neuralgia, achy type of discomfort. The pain in my lower left abdomen is still prevalent. The pain on my right side abdomen has pretty much been at bay since this constipation thing.
The spasms around the neck lumps and bones have subsides this morn. But, my neck feels very stiff.
Ears are the same as yesterday. Though my right ear is hurting just a tad more this morning.
Blood pressure is just unreal this morning! Its low and I feel like poop again. Weird. This is the same thing that happened the other day! I don’t understand it.
My husband kids around telling me I am part Alien….lol Why not… everything that happens to me is strange and weird and usually the odds are stacked against me! Lol The odds of my parachute accident were 10,000 - 1 !
Anyway, back to the update…
The nodes on the back of my neck have swelled this morning and not pressing on any nerve endings at the present time. Thank god.
Lymph node up the right nasal passage is on the left nasal passage this morning, Could this be like some type of Diverticulosis?
I am thinking that my bowel Diverticulosis and its symptoms… are similar to the nose nodes. I am getting pockets draining into the various nodes making them swell.?
Hmmm,
I heard from a Major Cancer Hospital and they are just referring me around as well. They won’t actually help. I have to fill out tons of paperwork and then I will find out that I am not eligible…. I don’t think so. I at least want to know if there is someone that can actually help me at that facility before I fill out anything and I can’t get any answers.
I wont fill out another form until I know for sure that it is for a Dr./facility/hospital etc... that can and will actually help me! No more forms or form letters…. No more… No more…. No more!
It’s very defeating. And, extremely depressing.
I also emailed another leading specialist for Adiprosis Dolorosa, whom, emailed back with one question a couple of days ago.
She asked…. If my lymph nodes are swollen. Which kinda scared me at first… I thought… these are Lymph nodes (lumps in my neck) then I realized she was talking about the ones under the jaw that swell when you get swollen glands with colds etc. I replied that they are not swollen but, they are hard.
I haven’t heard a word since. Hmmm….
Ya, know I think this is the last person/facility/hosp. etc. that I am going to email. It’s just feels so self defeating. It’s a lost cause and I need to come to terms with it. That’s it…. Kaaaa put! No more begging the above mentioned anymore… its just to much to continuously read these replies. I can tell within the first 4 words in the sentence… they won’t be helping but passing me on to someone else or another site.
I sit in my chair and think to myself … I can’t get any more depressed than I already am. Then the next time I get on the web… there is yet another letdown.
FREAK, FREAK, FREAK, FREAK, FREAK, FREAK…. Sorry,,, I don’t usually like to use that word… but, I am just soooo FREAKING upset right now….
I’ll be back later… I have to calm down. I should take my BP now!
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Ahhh, my dog won’t leave my side! Since yesterday morning she has pretty much stuck to me like glue! She’s not sick… she has a cold wet nose. I wonder if she is sensing my illness and knows I feel like poop. Hmmm
I still am having the urge to visit the restroom, but, it been unproductive.
The pain under my right ribs is bad this morning. The left lump is still there but, it is not painful this morning. Just a neuralgia, achy type of discomfort. The pain in my lower left abdomen is still prevalent. The pain on my right side abdomen has pretty much been at bay since this constipation thing.
The spasms around the neck lumps and bones have subsides this morn. But, my neck feels very stiff.
Ears are the same as yesterday. Though my right ear is hurting just a tad more this morning.
Blood pressure is just unreal this morning! Its low and I feel like poop again. Weird. This is the same thing that happened the other day! I don’t understand it.
My husband kids around telling me I am part Alien….lol Why not… everything that happens to me is strange and weird and usually the odds are stacked against me! Lol The odds of my parachute accident were 10,000 - 1 !
Anyway, back to the update…
The nodes on the back of my neck have swelled this morning and not pressing on any nerve endings at the present time. Thank god.
Lymph node up the right nasal passage is on the left nasal passage this morning, Could this be like some type of Diverticulosis?
I am thinking that my bowel Diverticulosis and its symptoms… are similar to the nose nodes. I am getting pockets draining into the various nodes making them swell.?
Hmmm,
I heard from a Major Cancer Hospital and they are just referring me around as well. They won’t actually help. I have to fill out tons of paperwork and then I will find out that I am not eligible…. I don’t think so. I at least want to know if there is someone that can actually help me at that facility before I fill out anything and I can’t get any answers.
I wont fill out another form until I know for sure that it is for a Dr./facility/hospital etc... that can and will actually help me! No more forms or form letters…. No more… No more…. No more!
It’s very defeating. And, extremely depressing.
I also emailed another leading specialist for Adiprosis Dolorosa, whom, emailed back with one question a couple of days ago.
She asked…. If my lymph nodes are swollen. Which kinda scared me at first… I thought… these are Lymph nodes (lumps in my neck) then I realized she was talking about the ones under the jaw that swell when you get swollen glands with colds etc. I replied that they are not swollen but, they are hard.
I haven’t heard a word since. Hmmm….
Ya, know I think this is the last person/facility/hosp. etc. that I am going to email. It’s just feels so self defeating. It’s a lost cause and I need to come to terms with it. That’s it…. Kaaaa put! No more begging the above mentioned anymore… its just to much to continuously read these replies. I can tell within the first 4 words in the sentence… they won’t be helping but passing me on to someone else or another site.
I sit in my chair and think to myself … I can’t get any more depressed than I already am. Then the next time I get on the web… there is yet another letdown.
FREAK, FREAK, FREAK, FREAK, FREAK, FREAK…. Sorry,,, I don’t usually like to use that word… but, I am just soooo FREAKING upset right now….
I’ll be back later… I have to calm down. I should take my BP now!
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