2 Shots left

Became severely dehydrated last week and am finally coming out of the head play I had... Wife and boss are glad I am finally back.... I am finally glad to be back. It has really messed with my work and home life. I go in for CBC on Friday and hope that all has improved. If I can make it through the last two I think I will have it made. I wish it will be like turning on a lightswitch and I will be my old normal self again,,,,,,,,, but reality says that it took me six months to tear my body down to this level and it may take a while to get back to somewhat normal. This has not only taken a toll on me but my wife has had to suffer right there with me..... I am as stubborn as she says,, and have tried to lead a normal work life throughout, but trying to be Superman at the end here has become extremely hard... Mighty Mouse would be a more accurate description. The more my wife gets depressed or down the more I think it is my fault and end up depressing myself. The lower my CBC's and the less fluid intake I have had,, the more down and unsure of my capapbilties. When six months ago I would have taken on the world,,,, today I am lucky to take my pills..........