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Apr 19, 2010 - 1 comments
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Cosmetic Surgery

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Well Saturday the 17th was certainly a depressing day for me, but also my best one so far. It was a day fueled by frustration spurned anger, a day in which I cried for help, but nobody listened. It's the story of my life.

That day I joined this website. I started to keep track of the food I ate, the exercise I did etc. It made me realise how truly out of place my life is; I do not exercise much, I eat breakfast in mid-afternoon, lunch in the evening, and there is no time for tea. But bed when I fall asleep-  about 2-4am in the morning, and wake up at anytime varying from 6am to 2pm. I truly need to sort my life out. I need to make people listen to me more, I need to be de-pigmented, I need my acne to clear, I need to get back into education. I'd like some cosmetic surgery. I'd also like my own tiny little bed-sit in soho, but hey, you can't have everything...

Saturday was a good day, because although it was characterised by anxiousness, impatience, and frustration in getting things done. I actually did get things done, and got a good nine hours of sleep. This set me up perfectly for sunday, and for once I woke up happy.

Sunday was awful though, it was a day plagued by constant procrastination. I am trying to put off a task, but if I put it off for much longer, I will cancel it...

ALEX PLEASE TAKE THIS RISK! WHAT'S THE WORST THAT CAN HAPPEN?.. YOU MIGHT GET HURT. BUT THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU MAY GAIN! A Life.

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by lexande1, Apr 23, 2010
Tre123

You seem like an amazingly wise person, and I agree with everything that you are saying.

I'm sorry I can't really answer your questions, there is just too much to say. But you are right- I must get my life in order, it's just so so complicated. Everything is hard at the moment, it's very frustrating.  

But thank you for your advice, I'll stick to it when I can. Life really is here to be lived.

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