maby crazy

somtimes i think im going crazy some days im doing ok other days i feel like im loosing my mind im told its anxiety and its really starting to mess with me im trying to pull myself out of it but its harder then one would think my family sais to relax and get over it but its not that simple  is it anxiety or am i just nuts most of the time i feel really detached from every theing like im just sitting in the dark watching every theing go bye  really wierd for me ive never had this kind of problem but im bound and determined not to let it get the best of me i will get better just how long will it take? i have kids and a life im not ready to give up so i keep telling myself that one day i will be a normal woman hew can go shopping with out feeling like im going to dye in the isle...lol   im going to see my mom bye amtrack to california im hoping that a change in my daily life will break me out of this sad state im in and when i get back maby ill feel beter,,