Another day

I guess some of the excitement of getting off the meds is wearing off.  I still feel incredibly happy about it and so glad to be rid of them.  But life is going on...work, kids, bills.  I am trying all sorts of new things to cope.  I just hope I'm able to keep up with my plan.  I still have that urge sometimes... when I'm stressed about something..I just keep thinking...1 pill would give me a couple hours of....well, what?  I used to think it was peace and calm..now I guess I know much better and it would give me a few hours of sticking my head in the sand.  Cause when it wears off, all the same problems and stressors will still be there.  And that will lead to another pill...and even 1000 pills wont take the problems away.  Well...off to work.

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