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BLAH

Jul 24, 2008 12:00AM - 3 comments

TODAY IS NOT SUCH A GOOD DAY FOR ME...I FEEL BLAH, I HAVE SO MUCH BODY PAIN I WANT TO CRAWL IN AHOLE AND DIE....BLAH, ACTUALLY CURL UP IN A BALL...IT IS POURING OUT RIGHT NOW, SO THAT IS NOT HELPING MY BACK PAIN...I AM TRYING NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT( KINDA HARD)...I HAVE MADE IT THROUGH TO DAY 12....I CAN MAKE IT ANOTHER.....I THINK SLOWLY MY LIFE IS BECOMING ALITTLE BETTER,MY HONEY AT THIS POINT IT IS ALL IN MY HEAD..(THAT *****)...IT IS WHAT IT IS!!!!!

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by karen717, Jul 24, 2008 12:41PM
Even though you feel BLAH today, you have a lot to be proud of! You have support here. We are all pulling for you! Good luck, and YES you can make it another... one day at a time.

by crispie, Jul 24, 2008 12:48PM
thanks....bad days suck...i am trying to stay calm, its not workin to well today...i think the biggest thing is .....is how i let pills take a hold of my life WOW...its all good..i do live one day at a time, i have no choice...i have been told more or less that i was a junkie thats why i did pills...DISGUSTED

by Dave2824, Jul 24, 2008 02:01PM
Pain *****, I am sorry you are going thru that. I really am. I can relate to what you are saying and I know what you mean when you say that you feel down about yourself. I wish there was more that I could offer other than words, but alas- its all I have. I can tell you that they are SINCERE words if that makes any difference!
Good luck
Dave2824

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