Jul 24, 2008 04:01PM
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I just did my first round of iui's and now i have 12 days to go to see if it worked. Im hoping and praying but not feeling confident that it worked. I thought that when i got married 3 years ago kids would just follow. Wow was i off. I cant wait to be a mother and my husband a daddy. The worst is when family and friends ask so when are you going to have kids ?? I feel like telling them if it was up to me i would be a mommy of 2 already . Then you have the people that joke and say you can have my kids is that suppose to be funny? This has been an emotional rollar coaster some days im fine and others it depresses the hell out of me. Not to mention ALL my freinds have became parents within the last year or so . Even though i love my friends and very happy forr them there was more than one time i broke down and cried myself to sleep. i know i can do this and i have my husbands support 100% he has not missed one doctors appointment he is with me every step of the way .. I cant wait to start a family with him . hes going to be such a great dad . everytime i see a pregnant women that gives me the strength to go on because one day that will be me =)