July 22nd

Today, I feel some of my energy coming back, although I still haven't gotten back into my routine of stretching and exercise, nor have I done any meditation.

With this increased energy, I know that this need for isolation will soon pass and I'll be back to "normal", as what is normal for me.

If "normal" people are on a basline that represents "0", I am always just below that baseline in a constant state of minor depression, with my moods swinging above or below that basline, but never settling on it. I'm either up or I'm down, but never anywhere in between.