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Can't wait to get out of here!!

Jul 24, 2008 07:50PM - 5 comments

Everyone judges my side of the story because I'm 16 and living with my parents with a baby. So, I get that 100%!!! and I'm not proud of it.. But it's my life now. And I don't know what I can do about it.
My step dad and Riley's father basically got into a fist fight because of the way he was talking to [yelling at] me.... Joey [Riley's father] has told me time and time again that he is sick of hearing him talk to me that way.. and that he's going to kick his ***. I understand I don't help matters when I argue back but you can only handle so much of someone being a total ******* to everyone around for NO reason...
So then my mother pretty much snatches me by my hair, or tries to, because i'm flipping out and tells me i'm a selfish ***** and to get the **** out of her house.. then after the cops showed up YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE GET YOUR *** IN THE HOUSE. uhm.. well anyways, she says that Joey isn't allowed back here.. It's just a huge mess. So now I won't have her help, she's pissed off at me even though I'm not the one who faught him.. And Joey can't come over, so it's back to just me and Riley.. Which, whatever, that's fine..
She was the maddest at Joey because he called the cops... Rick hit Joey first and he's not 18. She said she knows how he is and she could have mentioned that we went through this once before with one of my older sister's boyfriends... That he got put in jail once. But that would have costed us hundreds of dollars to get him out and he's the only one with a job currently. So calling Joey a ********** for standing up for me?! She never did for years.. only when it got to it's worst points.
It's just like when I was younger and she was with my brother's dad and he used to yell at me all the time and scream and they always faught, it was always about me.. I guess I'm just really no good at getting along with people??! I don't know.. I'm too opinionated to let someone treat me or my family that way... I am not some pushover who will just roll over and take it and say "yes sir"
I'm sorry..
She's pissed off at my step dad too because she was going to leave him because of how he is, but she lost her job and now SHE'S stuck here, even though I can get out when I'm 18, which in turn makes her pissed off at me.. My sister and I have always tried to get her to leave him, for years and years... Not my fault she married the *******.
And I'm sorry I'm a "selfish *****."
My stomach hurts... ugh.
I just had to rant for a minute.
I'm sorry you had to read that...

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by JoyRenee, Jul 24, 2008 08:08PM
Have you thought about staying at a maternity home? Or a place for abused teens? I don't know, it just seems like you and your baby would benefit if you could get out of there. I know you were just ranting and don't necessarily want everyone to come and tell you what you can/should do. I just wish there was someplace else you could stay!

by Nicole624, Jul 24, 2008 08:35PM
We live with my mom still and it is soooooo hard. I feel like a housewife to everyone. I am expected to do everyones laundry, including my moms, my 19 yr old brother, and my 17 yr old sister, everyones dishes, and clean the enitre house all the time. Thats on top of mine, Evans, and Dans messes. Its tough. We are looking for a house so hopefully we will be out soon. Im sorry you are going through this. I know its tough, Im here if you need anything.

by jesslee83, Jul 24, 2008 09:07PM
is there any way at all, given this situation, that joey's family would allow you to stay there? i know it might not be a pleasant place, but i'm sure they're not fist fighting one another! or even a friend? if you want to myspace me, i know of a few places that offer co-aboding to single moms, and i believe you may have to file for emancipation, but no offense, that is NOT a person i'd want around my newborn.....

by CJ85, Jul 25, 2008 02:11AM
Hi sweety,

I have read all your posts, you are a strong girl, i have come from a abusive stepdad, and it messed me up allot.  But in the longrun it makes you stronger.  Dont give up.  On days that you feel like giving up, just look into the face of your beautifull baby boy and remind yourself that he is your strenght.  You can make it through anything, as for the men, they will never know what its like, if they ever had to have the emotional load a woman has on a daily basis the will commit suicide, they cant handle it.  Just remember, all of us are here for you and for each other.  We are each others support structure.  We can turn to each other in times of need.  Like i said, just be strong.

CJ

by KStarr07, Jul 25, 2008 04:53PM
Thank you ladies so much, as usual..
Things calmed down a bit here, and my mom is no longer mad at me. Everyone sees where my step dad is wrong.. None of it would have happened if Joey didn't feel the need to defend me against him. But I still have no idea what may happen with my home situation.. My mom wants to leave him so bad but we just... don't know how to make it happen. She lost her job and well.. Ugh.. I don't know

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