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i cant turn it off

Jul 24, 2008 08:13PM - 1 comments
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depressed i guess

i made it through another day, i didn's have any paxil today. my head don't feel as fuzzy as i did yesterday. but my mind wonders about things, like ways to end my life. why should i should keep living. my family isn't much help, they have their own life, and my thoughts and problems are not important. i wonder how they would feel i did do it. i only cried after i got home tonight, i'm cried all night  last night, i couldn't tun it off, my docotor call me today, left a message on my phone at home, said he had talked to the psych and was worried about me. sometimes i think he just says that, but other times i think he really does  cares.

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by bell24, Jul 25, 2008 06:38AM
hello bobcat,when i feel suicidal my therapist tell me to fight the thoughts in me ,but you do need some one there with you when they get strong ,just to be safe till it passes or to be with with some on the phone,some times its hard to fight it on your ,your d.r.really cares give him a chance on this if he said he will talk to the psych he will we all love our d,r, one minute and think they dont care the next  ,thats our sickness that makes us think like that .and yes its very real to us ,thats why we need all the help we can get and yes thats the sad thing about families they do have there own liefs, its not that they dont  care they  just have to live like anyone else you should keep liveing for you ,leave your family out for now and live for you,your thoughs and prob are important to them its just there not d,r,s they dont understand ,please dont treating your life over your family ,they just dont understand ,but the will under what pain is ,the pain that rips your heart out the pain i felt and still feel till the day i die ,stick with your d,r, and psyco there the ones to help ,let your family just be your family.a family for you to live again ,[[[[[[[[hugs]]]]]]]]]]

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