Feeling sorry for myself .. and guilty for that too.

Well the Progesterone 21 blood test that I didn't ovulate. My dr says I need to stop stressing, but I wasn't actually stressing this month. It has come as a major blow. I was so shocked when he told me I burst into tears and couldn't go back to work. He wrote my referral letter to the gyn (still waiting to have appt on Aug 15th). I was on my way to work this morning and I burst into tears again and had to call my boss and tell him I would be late. He told me to just stay at home. I made another appt with my dr and I go there in about 5 mins and I'm just so sad. I'm doing a very bad job of staying positive and I know that's what my dr is going to say. I'm very angry at myself for being upset. I feel like this is useless and pointless and I feel sorry for myself and then guilty about that too!

I feel like an emotional mess... heere's hoping my dr kicks my butt for being miserable..

Snap out of it SAZY26!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!