Life

I am sitting at work, cant focus on anything.  I am waiting for 4pm so i can finnally and officailly be on vacation.  I am so excited to be going home.  I cant wait to see my family.  Especially my brother. i missed him so much since i have been gone.  

I am also scared of the 31st.  I know the D&C will go well but i am still scared of doing it, i mean i dont know why though.  I am praying that i will be able to get pregnant after that.  There is nothing that would make me happier than holding my own bundle of joy in my hands.

My wedding is also coming up, yea!!  In exactly 22 days, i will be married to the most wonderful person on earth.  Hey i am not saying he is perfect, he has his flaws but he is perfect for me.  He has been really supportive for the last few months, specially after finding out i have PCOS.  Any man would have run tail tucked in but not him, he stayed with me.  I love him.

I am still confused though, i still have not gotten my periods and my right nipple is always erect and my breasts are really tender and sore.  I was supposed to have my periods after the hormone injection but its been long overdue.  Dont know what it could be of?  Anyone got any ideas?  I have severe mood swings, sore and tender breasts, extremely emotional, getting really bloated.  I am confuesed.

I cant wait to get home and see my Dr.  I am hoping for the best but i dont want to get my hopes up high.

I hope all of you have a great day today.

CJ