It's Friday!!

I'm happy it's Friday.  This was a long busy week for me.  There where times when I almost went into a depressive state.  I had to really work hard not to go there.  I know it is God's will for me to enjoy my life and be a blessing to others.  I feel better as I begin to stop worrying about me and help others.  It is a struggle everyday for me not to go back to my old self.  Of worry and fear.  Of selfishness.  I'm learning everyday how to lean more on God and lean less on myself.  I mess everything up.  My family life is getting much better.  God is healing my marriage and bring it back to life.  THANK YOU LORD.  I count my blessings everyday.  I use to count everything I didn't have.  My prayer today is for me to live outside of myself and listen to God more.  Thank you God for loving me!!