20 DAYS LATER

WELL THREE WEEKS LATER FEELS PRETTY GREAT.  I COULD BARELY GO THREE HOURS.  STILL FEEL DOWN AND OUT SOME DAYS AND SOME DAYS I FEEL ON TOP OF THE WORLD.  SLEEPING WITH NEURONTIN .  I HOPE IT ISNT ADDICTING BUT WHEN I DONT TAKE IT ...NO SLEEP.. HOPEFULLY NEXT WEEK I WONT NEED IT.  SOME DAYS I HAVE LOTS OF ENERGY, OTHER DAYS NONE..GOT TO KEEP THE FAITH AND KEEP POSTING.  I HOPE I HAVE HELPED SOME PEOPLE BECAUSE I SURE HAVE BEEN HELPED AND I THANK GOD EVERY NIGHT FOR GETTING ME THROUGH THIS NIGHTMARE I GOT MYSELF IN TO.  IF ONLY I HAD DONE THIS YEARS AGO BUT I DIDNT AND HAVE TO FACE WHAT I HAVE DONE TO MYSELF.  I LOOK FORWARD TO HITTING THAT 30 DAY MARK, AND 40 AND SO ON.  RIGHT NOW MY ALLERGYS ARE KILLING ME.  LEAVING FOR THE MAYO CLINC IN MN TOMORROW.  ONLY 731 MILES  UGGGGH.  I WILL BE BACK ON MY 30 DAY MARK HOPEFULLY FEELING GREAT AND NOT NEEDING A SLEEPING AID I HOPE.  LOVE AND PRAYERS TO EVERYONE HERE.