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Nose is on the healing

Apr 25, 2010 - 0 comments
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Allergies

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stuffy nose

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Dry skin

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grooming

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jon

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clothes

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Snuff by Chuck Palaniuk

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shopping

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Pip the Guinea Pig

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steve

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mom

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Jeff Stincoley and jeff

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sims2

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sims22

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ferrets

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hammie

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tator

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shei

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billy

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Phoebe the gecko

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murphy the fishy

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autumn

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memere

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memeree

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Anxiety



I'm not so worried. I hate that it's drying the skin out, but since I can properly eat again I won't complain too much. I woke up and finally shaved my monkey legs. Started packing-me and my babies. It's a lonely night. I've got almost everything packed, me and my mom went out. Went to TJMaxx and then to Bob's, where I shopped for my brother. And found a few things for myself, but I had good sales. I shopped for him willy nilly. I got Snuff at the book store. Came home. I carted Pippin to steve's and my mom brought my gliders to memere's. I hugged everyone goodbye. Making sure they were set and had everything they could desire, my babies. I hung out at Steve's for a while. Played some Sims, ate, bounced this huge ball around, talked. Then I went home and scooped up my ferts and brought them to Shei's house. The five ferts played and I hung out with shei, and billy for a little while, but he left. I felt horrible leaving my babies- don't get me wrong, I know she'll take care of them, but I feel bad leaving when I say goodnight to them, nevermind when I won't see them for a week. What if my babies think I'm abandoning them? You know? The ferts are shelter animals. Pip had a previous home. Finley and Jeff were bonded to their old owner. It is what it is, but I love them dearly and I hope they know I would never abandon them. I'll be back and I'm about to start crying again. Phoebe's a big girl, she's independent. I miss her, don't get me wrong, but I know she'll take care of herself. I can't wait to get my family all together again. Murphys chillin here by his lonesome and memere will feed him in a few days. He needs some time to himself anyways, I should think. Autumns gone too. I didn't getto say bye to her. I know she'll love the other dogs though. I know she will.
So I hung out with Shei and I kissed her goodbye and I miss her already and so I was already on edge when Steve got to my house after that and I wouldn't let him leave for a while, we just sat and talked and I said goodbye to him 80 bazillion times and then I cried because all of my loves are leaving me, even if only for a little while. Crying didn't help my runny nose. Now I've calmed down. It'll be ok. It has to be ok.

Oh, you may not hear from me for a while. I'm not dead, I'm being dragged around America. If I remember anything when I get back, you may  have it.

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