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late night

Jan 30, 2016 - 0 comments
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Dermatillomania

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Borderline Personality

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Borderline Personality Disorder

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Skin

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late night

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sleep

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stress

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Insomnia

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binge eating

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binge eating disorder



I cannot sleep, yet i am extremely exhausted. During the crash from my mood high I binged a **** ton, and I feel so horrible. My self worth is so based on my appearance and my BED coupled with my dermatillomania have me feeling so ugly lately. I thought I was doing good because my skin was clearing up and I wasnt being trigger as much, but then I split on everyone and was hit with stress acne. I know im special and i know im destined to most likely be something amazing (i can feel it) and i dont want people to look back at my early pictures and think i was a toad.  

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