Today started out as always, i woke up sad. I felt like i am falling apart. I cant deal with the kids and spend most of the day yelling at the kids and do not care to go anywhere, not even to the park. I need to go to the doctors at UC Psyc ER and get back on my medications bad!!!!! Told Bob i loved him before he left for work but really want him to understand how really alone i feel. Dont care to wake up anymore. Not good at all!