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Jun 23, 2008 - 3 comments
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Today started out as always, i woke up sad. I felt like i am falling apart. I cant deal with the kids and spend most of the day yelling at the kids and do not care to go anywhere, not even to the park. I need to go to the doctors at UC Psyc ER and get back on my medications bad!!!!! Told Bob i loved him before he left for work but really want him to understand how really alone i feel. Dont care to wake up anymore. Not good at all!

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by Trudi2258, Sep 06, 2008
I dont know you and never read a journal before but your entry stuck a familiar cord.  Please call a mental healthcare provider ASAP.  You owe it to yourself to feel better.  Only then can you care for your kids and husband.  I've experienced this feeling.  You need to take care of yourself first.  Go to the emergency room if you cant get a doctor on the phone.  Find someone to watch the kids or call the hubby to come home whatever but PLEASE go soon.  The longer you wait the worse it will get. I wish you wellness and releif from your symptoms

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by Marebears, Sep 09, 2008
did take your advice, back on all my med.'s. thank u 4 caring enough 2 mail me!!! =) Just cant get over that mood shift! It *****. thanx again!


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by bonbon5555, Sep 25, 2009
I am so thankful to Trudy for giving you that advice. I have never been on here before either, but something about the beginning of your post got me to click on it. I was going to offer similar advice...you touched me with your honesty. And I congratulate YOU on taking the advice she gave. It takes alot of courage to do what you did.
Peace to you,
BonBon

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