Bleh...

I am having a bad day so far. My boyfriend said he'd call me back last night and that was at 6:30pm. And i got no phone call back at all, we were supposed to hang out and he was a no show, no go. That really upsets me as he's been doing this for the past 2 weeks and i'm just getting so fed up that i want to end things, but i can't because i love him too much ( i know, pathetic). But it's funny how my ex-boyfriend always calls me before and more than my own boyfriend does. I'm glad he called though cause we're still friends and he made me smile and tried to get my mind off my bf. It worked ... up until we got off the phone with each other.

Anyways, i just hope things get better for me and my relationship.. i'm always getting my heart broken and lied to, cheated on... it's so unfair. But it happens to alot of people, i just hope it doesn't happen anymore cause i don't know how much more i can handle. I'm very emotional.

Well that's all for now, ciao.