My own Will

That should almost say it all.!My own will always gets me on the fast track to insanity. In the form of self doubt, self pity, blame and what about me syndrom!So I love that I can start my day over at anytime.Still in the habit thought of living in my own ****. Seem to like it there and today seems to be one of those days again.I know how to get out of it, by accepting, praying and surrendering.Some days it just seems to be a tall order to do. I am used to the other way and turning it over to my Higher Power ,well that takes practice.So I'll take it one hour at a time right now and pray for some guidance.