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So I guess I can't read clocks

May 10, 2010 - 0 comments
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Since it's late and I'm dumb. I also can't explain to you what happened to last nights update. I certainly think I did one? Maybe I put it under Sat? But then what happened to Sat's? Oh well.

Let's see. I woke up feeling like I threw up in my sleep. Or spit up. I must have, I was nauseas all morning and I had such a horrible pukey taste in my mouth. Gross, reflux. I was not feeling fab when they were choppin ribs and there was blood. Ugh.

My GPA is 3.2453 and I'm 66 out of 140 in my class. This upsets me. Grandly. I'm not sure why, but I need it to be higher. Much higher.

I ate too much today- like I wasn't even hungry but I still ate.

I went on the swings and got lost in my thoughts because steve has so many good memories of that place, and I can't remember any that I have that weren't just the two of us. I made it official, I said it outloud that I'm done with chelsey. I'm done. If this is what she wants, I can't protect her from herself.

We went to the mall and got the money for the phone. Jess is in counceling. Well good. I am too. So screw it all. We got some hair things for my dress and a purse and exchanged my bra and I spent too much on all of it and I got two hats, I love hats, but did I need them? I just really like them. And they were cheap. Does that count for anything?
We finally went to get my phone and they tell us we need to get a data plan. Even though we didn't have one before and it's not our fault I need one now. Ten extra bucks a month. My mom leaves in a little puff of fury. We go to the place in town. The guy is nice and polite and sells us the phone for ten dollars less than the mall would have, plus he moved over all my pictures. I'm a loyal customer. Even if they only had my phone in red, I think it's a good trade, you know?
I was just so ashamed of myself.  I'm an inconvenience.

I told Steve I would be back and I didn't get back in time. I never do. I went home and drowned my sorrows in sims. Despite the extra time I had, I'm still late to go to bed. Go figure that one out.



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