I just had a long talk with steve about medication and happiness and beliefs and anxiety and more happiness and the things that are driving me insane, and all of it. It's good. If we make it through the whole conversation, it never ends badly. No matter why it starts.
I scrubbed the mold off the wall of the dish room with rachel for extra credit. Hoorah. I had a good moment when i understood quad fractions and a miserable moment when i found out id have to be in a movie for crim. It was a day.
I picked up shei and we went to yap and she's mad at billy like she always is, and I want to help, but i dont know how. I can't relate, and I'm so bad at helping anyways. but I want to help. So I will.
We played a game and I got all bent out of shape because the new girl is stuck up and she was sitting in my seat.
I'm ready for tomarrow.
I kissed her at red lights, and Caelan said "hi" to me. It was amazing. I can't believe how big she's getting. I've never known a baby, you know? I've certainly never watched one grow up.
Things will be ok. Just knowing that...I can almost breathe well again. Holy hell I didn't even realize it was hard to breathe again. D:
I can't think of anything else to say.