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PICTURES OF MY FAMILY

May 26, 2010 - 3 comments
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with my family

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suboxone withdrawal

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DAY 13 DETOX OFF SUBS

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NEED PRAYERS

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MY PRECIOUS KLOE, WHOM IVE SEEN ONLY ONCE IN 13 DAYS. ITS KILLING ME, NORMALLY, SINCE THE SEPERATION AND ME FILING FOR DIVORCE, I HAVE HAD HER 75% OF THE TIME, SHE AND I SHARE A UNIQUE SPECIAL BOND THAT IVE NEVER EXPERIENCED, WITHOUT HER, I FEEL ALONE. YET, I HAVE TO STAY AWAY FROM HER, SINCE IF I EVEN SPEAK TO HER ON THE PHONE, SHE WILL BEG TO COME STAY WITH ME. IM STILL IN NO CONDITION TO LOOK AFTER HER, MY BODY IS STILL FEELING HORRIBLE, MY MANIC EPISODE HAS LESSENED INTO HYPOMANIA, WHICH I CAN HANDLE, BUT THE RLS AND BURNING SKIN, ACHES ALL OVER, NO APPETITE, FATIGUE, CHILLS, AND SO ON, ARE STILL IN CONTROL OF ME. IVE ALSO LOST MY NEW "GIRL FRIEND/BABYSITTER" DUE TO MY INABILITY TO DO ANYTHING WITH HER, AND FOR BUYING XANAX & POT OFF THE STREET. IVE GOT UNTILL SUNDAY TO RECOVER, THATS WHEN I GET KLOE BACK. SO PLEASE, IM BEGGING ALL OF YOU, FROM THE PURE INNOCENSE OF MY HEART, PRAY I RECOVER BY SUNDAY. THAT''LL BE DAY 17. PLEASE DONT LET THIS FALL ON DEAF EARS. THANK YOU ALL, I SINCERELY OWE ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE ENCOURAGED ME FROM DAY 1, I OWE YOU ALL A GREAT DEAL OF LOVE AND GRATITUDE.----TRAVIS(CASPER)

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by refusingbondage, May 26, 2010
Many many prayers and blessings coming your way.  God will hear and he will answer.  

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by Casper1984, May 26, 2010
I OWE YOU, ALL THE OTHERS, GOD AND MY FAMILY FOR MAKIN IT TO DAY 13, IM STILL IN W/D'S, BUT I KNOW RELIEF HAS TO BE DAYS AWAY. THANK YOU, I BELIEVE IN PRAYER, AND I ATTEND CHURCH, WITH KLOE, JUST THE 2 OF US, AND I NEED TO GROW CLOSER TO HIM.

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by laurel453, May 26, 2010
Casper, TRAVIS ... count with my prayers :)

you've got such a beatiful girl !!!! pulling for you too !!

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