Jun 17, 2010
For the last 3 days I'm been feeling really weird and get tired fast. I've been doing a lost of sleeping. I can read or get any motivation. I need to work out to exercise but I can't do that. My memory is going. I feel very unstable when I'm walking - I wobble. Sometime I'll run into the wall. I just don't feel like I exist anymore. My parents don't understand my illness because they have their own problems of having Alzheimer's. My brother is to busy and is only committed is own family. I have to beg him to help me how and sometimes I get he's too busy. I don't have any friends anymore. My one friend we dismissed each other because she felt she wasn't getting any compassion from me about her problems. I told her that I had problems enough and it was a trigger to near someone complaining, being angry and talk 100 miles to a minute. My ears were going crazy. She would blame for things when in turn she had the problem as well. But not in here eyes. I had to let go of the trigger. So now I'm alone. What do I do where do I turn. I need friends really bad.