Jul 04, 2010
Oh my god, I don't think I can handle this anymore. I keep searching the internet for blogs and stories for hours every day now praying I find someone who can tell me that they had the same post-laparotomy mushroom belly and that it indeed went away. I am so scared my surgeon messed me up for life. I AM SO UGLY NOW. I'm afraid I am going to have to sue the crap out of her and tell my story to the newspaper or something.
I keep having nightmares about how ugly I am now.