Jul 15, 2010
I'm having pain in my side as well as bowel movements. The pain is where they focused on while getting the sonogram. I haven't felt like doing much. I can't just sit down and read. I'm a little hyper yet lazy at the same time. I think I'm trying to figure all this out. How did this happen? Why did it come down to cirrhosis. However, in a way I expected it. Back in 1998, when I had my first biopsy, they found some scarring. They did some treatment then but it didn't work. So, in a way I knew it was coming. I abused alcohol so I guess this is my punishment. That's just the way I feel.
I have something important that I was going to do - move to Wilmington, NC to be with my son and grand kids who are 2 and 5 months. I had planned to go for a 3 month vacation to search for a permanent place to live. These seems out of reach if I have cirrhosis. I don't know the plan until next week if even then, but I'm going to see hope I get to go. I don't have insurance so I wouldn't have the resources in place that I do here.
I'll keep praying and hope that my dreams will still avail.