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My 1st baby has gone to heaven

Jan 04, 2008 - 1 comments
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Hello everyone after reading stories i feel so much more hope. I found out i was pregnant on 1st nov 07 and me and my partner was over joyed as it was planned, i'd only been off my pill 4 2 weeks so it happened very quick. I ad a lot of sickness n dizzyness for a few weeks and then it began to get betta i also ad strong pains in my side which the doc said was nothing. As xmas got nearer i was getting excited as my 12 week scan was approchin on the 28 dec, the 22nd dec i began to bleed which i was worried about n thought worst straight away after 3hrs at the hospital tat night n an internal examination they told me everything looked fine n my cervix was closed but had to go 4 scan on thurs 27th 4 a check up as that was earliest cud fit me in the bleeding slowed down 4 2 days so i started beleivin things were ok until xmas day i wake up n was bleeding heavy n it got worse on boxing day so i knew deep down my dream was gone 4eva. The nxt day 27th was my scan so scared but excited i got to hospital looking at the sceenscreen i cud c my baby but no heart beat from my dates i was 12weeks but they tld me my baby ad stopped developing at 9-10 weeks i found this so hard to except as a wanted 2 b a mum more than anything. I was told to wait unitl i ad a period b4 trying a agin but i'm 2 desprate n want to try again, is there any reason why i shouldn't? please help me Thank you for ur time.

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by boldsojah4christ, Jan 04, 2008
IT IS GOOD 2 HEAR THAT YOU ARE N GOOD SPIRITS.GOD BLESS YOU SISTER.YOU WHERE RIGHT WHEN YOU SAID I KNOW THAT MY LITTLE BABY IS UP N HEAVEN. EVERYTHING HAPPENS 4 A REASON AND ONLY GOD KNOWS THAT REASON. JUST REMEMBER THAT LIFE ON EARTH IS ONLY  TEMPORARY BUT HEAVEN IS ETERNUAL! AND 1 DAY YOU WILL GET A CHANCE 2 SEE UR BABY AGAIN,JUST KEEP UR FAITH N CHRIST MY SIS. AND NEVER GIVE UP ON UR DREAM. KEEP TRYING NEVER GIVE UP AND EVENTUALLY GOD WILL BLESS YOU IF YOU BELIEVE 1 LOVE BRO.BOLD

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