And I thought she was only trying to break my heart. I'm so confused right now, I'm not sure how I feel. I wish I knew how she felt. I wish she knew what it was like to see her with him, and I wish I knew what she feels when she sees me with steve.
But she kissed me. So right now it doesn't matter, not at all. Because she kissed me.
I made white chocolate hello kitty lollis today. I put the gliders cage/ everything else in the shower and washed it all thoroughly. I vacuumed. I ate froot loops. I love froot loops. Who knew? I'm stumbling right now, I feel giddy. Sorry if I'm a little scatter brained. We all went to the park and tator ran till he WANTED to be in his carrier. Steve pushed me and shei on the tire swing till we were ready to puke. I had Caelan on my shoulders and she leaned back. I would NEVER let her fall. I grabbed her ankles and leaned forward. She's not fazed. Babies and me are trouble. Steve and I came home and ate dinner with my family plus memere and grampy. Then we were watching family guy and shei called and we went out to get ice cream. And steve finally met nick. And then she kissed me.
I have school tomarrow.