The Joys of Life

Well, it's finally happened.  The 'joys of life' has finally caught up with us, and now we're behind in *everything.*  I've always lived paycheck to paycheck, but have never been as worried as I am now.  With my hubby being the only one working, we've gotten ourselves dug pretty deep.  I keep suggesting that I can get a part-time job, but he doesn't want me to give up on my business.  I don't want to give up on it, but I know we need the money right now that I could be pulling in.  He told me last night that when I'm ready to give up on getting my child care running that I can go out and get a job.  *sigh*  He tries to take on so many responsibilities and shoulder them all ... I love him so much for that, but at the same time I want to help and get us back on track!  And now with our internet out, I can't check my emails to see if customers have contacted me.  It's a catch 22.  So, until we figure out a way to get dug out of our hole, I'm stuck using the library computers and hoping that I can find a way to help us without leaving home.  It just feels like we can never get ahead ...