Do You???          Sometimes I Do

When you're  looking  at yourself do you see the real you?????    Do you find when your happy that you're really feeling blue????    Do you look out in the sunshine just to see the pouring rain???    Do you think you are so fancy knowing that you are so plain???  Do you see the wheels turning deep inside your mind???   Do you think you see so clearly when you truly are so blind???   Do you feel so close to someone that lives so very far???   Have you counted all your blessings but forgotten what they are???   Is the pain in your soul so bad you can't take another day???   Do you think you are so close when you're really far away???   Did you look for tomorrow as you was leaving yesterday???   Do you welcome all your guests just to send them on their way???   Do you find yourself laughing when you feel you want to cry???   Cause of something that you should've said  you held deep  inside......   Do you find yourself so hungry you can't eat another bite???   Are you searching through the darkness just to see the morning light???   Now, is this just as confusing to you as it all is to me???   Do you lie in bed awake at night right after you went to  sleep???                                    Gator