August 24, 2008

I'm so sad!!! I really miss working for the money part anyway. I'm so broke it ***** I just wanna work again. I am always at home and can't do anything, today my PUPPP isn't as bad as it is normally. I just want to go out today but where am I going to go with no money??? All I could do is walk around the neighbour hood or something or walk to the mall and look at all the cool stuff I can't afford there :(
I am so worried also that I tested positive for Strep B which could mean problems for my baby. I was reading up about Strep B and I started to cry and hope my baby is ok and doesn't get Strep B from me. If he does he'll have to be watched closely and take med's.
Rrrrrr....my belly is all itchy now rrrrrrrr......... I hate this F***** itch!!!!!
Anyways I am bored out of my mind. What should I do today???
BORING...............
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