Phew...

So I had an ultrasound today and one ovary is showing what looks like a cyst that burst.  Which would have caused the pain and the bleeding.  The baby is fine.  We listened to the heartbeat and even saw a little wave!  My mom was so exicted that she waved back and said, "Hi little baby!"  It's a memory that I will hold onto forever.  I am so happy that everything is okay, I can go back to just throwing up and not sleeping... not as much worrying.  3 weeks and days and I'll be in trimester 2 and won't worry so much about a miscarriage but about furniture and painting and getting my husband to clear out the room.  I'm looking forward to that type of worrying becuase thinking I might have lost the baby was one of the worst things I've gone through.  I can't image how strong you'd have to be to get through a miscarriage.  I'm not out of the woods yet but today was a wonderful day (and I even worked 10 hours).  I have the ultrasound pictures scanned in and uploaded soon.